By Me aka Niki
Date: 28 January 2001

It just goes to show

He told me a lie
And when I found out
I was just ready to go on vacation
You didn't even call,
I went
And thought about him and me and us,
Every night
I had enough time to deal with everything
And had the space
I told myself,
Not to go back, not to fall again
And to be strong
The first time I saw him when I got back
I just said "hello" and walked on by,
I acted strong
Some days later
You pinched my tummy and I felt warm and weak
And I knew I was falling again
All of a sudden we were alone,
for the first time
And after 3 seconds
We were already kissing
All of my promises
All of those weeks,
Of Sitting and thinking
I just threw them away
I almost got over you
But I had an emotional setback when you touched me
I didn't care, because I cared about you
That shows that I couldn't go on without you
And what did that mean to you?

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