By Me aka Niki
Date: 19 January 2001
My Pain
Everytime you would leave me,
I would feel this incredible pain
As if you broke a bottle,
In one of our fights
And stabbed
My heart, that you always had in the palm of your hand,
with the sharp edges
The blood would just flow out
And you would look at it,
Just like you looked at me,
With No emotion whatsoever, As cold as ice
It was fighting to stay alive and to keep you
But It gave up because There wasn't any energie left over
And Hope Had flown away on it's wings a long time ago
Then You threw my heart to the ground in disgust
Only to walk over it when you left
The sounds of your footsteps and the door slamming
Where heard so clearly in my mind
And would Echo forever and ever
My heart just layed there,
Tears of blood Driping out,
Shriveling,
Dying
In the end,
It was exhausted
It wouldn't feel any more pain
It became numb to the world
Death was the last Phase
Finally it would rot And vaporize into air
I vanished together with my heart,
As If I was never there, as if nothing ever happend
That's what happend, That's what you did
To my heart, my soul, my mind, my body and myself
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