By Ali
Date: 12 January 2001

To Understand

Maybe it's
The starless
Sky
Or the noiseless
Night
That is making me
Feel
So alone...
Maybe it was you
Or maybe it was me
Or maybe it was
A combination
Of both
Maybe I screwed up
Maybe you did too
But, it's too late now
I'll never know...
I hate the fact
That I can't see you
Can't dial your number
Just to hear your voice
That I'm just going to
Have to wonder
About everything
About us
About you
About me
Me...
The one with all the answers
For everyone else...
But here I am
Looking for answers
And I haven't got a clue
I'm in the dark
Again
Still
Perpetually
Stumbling around
I want to believe
I want to understand
But I just don't know
I just can't fathom
A guess
As to why it is
That you
Gave up on me...

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