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By Charade Date: 2001 May 30 Comment on this Work [[2001.05.30.08.02.21631]] |
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I already knew what you would say I have a way of knowing these things. You're much too sensitive and read between the line of poems I wrote before I knew you. Was just running out of submissions to share Oh well... Not a question of will you be mine Or if you have time That's not on my mind Just wanted to share Part of me with you.... The part that you threw away. I have no control Of that which I feel What makes me reel For you. Call it obsession, call it addiction Call it deep dark feelings Damn, if I know... It's driving me crazy Leaving me hazy I can't tell anyone, cause then they would know That I am not normal Nor anything formal I just have this drive to miss you, and kiss you, and look in your eyes.... To hug you and hold you And squeeze you real tight. To dream of you into the night I don't know how to stop it I am so well at hiding Hiding my feelings Denying my reelings For you... If I could stop it, I would I know that I should But I can't You think its a game Oh what a shame It's not..... But you wouldn't know it Unless I could show it And I understand how you feel I respect all your feelings I do. My feelings are not sexual But intense just the same Impulsive for sure Like the first time you came to my car I had not planned to kiss you But I did I normally don't do that Hell if I know why So push me away What can I say I never expected anything anyway... Just wanted you to know I'm feeling you so. I can't love you in person But only from here. My heart has a soft spot for holding you near. And so you reject me That's ok.... My life is full of rejection... I just look away... But it won't stop what I feel Nor the things in my mind If I can comfort or hold you In this stupid way of mine. I will.... Did I make you smile.... Good... Then I am happy..... ECSTATIC ... *giggle..... Just thought that when you were lonely We could hug and kiss and smile and laugh Isn't that enough.? It's a wonderful offer To tie you over until you find the one you love. Don't you want or need my friendship? What is wrong with just seeing each other now and then. To kill the monotony of solo To let me grab you by the hand dance prance skip sing laugh sigh swing dream share kiss hug wink squeeze rub noses sip on wine divine... then disappear back into our dreams I have the ability to do it now... and I do.... all the time.... *Sigh... I'm Magic.... Seriously.... Just thought you might enjoy it in person... If not.... See you tonight.... same place... same time.... *Sigh.. Caramel Eyes.... ... ~ |