By wistful
Date: 2001 Jul 05
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Self Fulfilling Prophecy

You cannot fill me.
Though you give me all you can
All warmth and attention, all time and patience
All humor and thought, all passion and peace
Still it will not fill the void.

The void is my own.
Though I struggle all I can
To fill every moment, to heal every wound
To feed every hunger, to know every truth
Still the ache persists.

I ache for connection.
Though I think I can
Listen and learn, comfort and commiserate
Relate and reflect, share and sympathize
Still I am alone.

We are all alone.
Though we still hold out hope
To reach across the vast valleys
of space and time and circumstance
To love.

Only when I am complete in myself
     can I be enough for you.
Only when you are whole too
     can you be what I need.
Only then,
     when we meet in lust's fire
          will there be something worthwhile left
               after that fire is quenched.