By wistful
Date: 2002 Jan 02
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The Other Shoe

Nothing is ever really this good
Where's the other shoe?
The anticipation's killing me

What horrible habit is yet to be revealed?
What shadowy past will darken our future?
What dementia or defect will destroy this . . . this perfection?
. . .this welcome warmth, this powerful passion, this lasting love. . .

As days turn to weeks, then months
I'm still awaiting its arrival.

Some days I let myself believe
That it has already fallen
But was so slight and of such small consequence
That I never noticed its gentle descent.
And on we went.

On others, I imagine the longer we go
The bigger the shoe must be
Held high, high in the sky
So its falling will create an incredible crash
And destroy me
Utterly.

But each day you are more fixed in my heart
So, if and when that shoe does fall:
I may not care at all.

I'd never trade what we have known
For the surer path on my own.
Great love risks a greater pain
But risking such loss is worth all I've gained.