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By musicalduck Date: 2002 Feb 08 Comment on this Work [[2002.02.08.16.17.30260]] |
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It's so weird how you can completely forget about someone then somehow their name comes up in a conversation and all the memories of them come back. youre birthday was yesterday, and last night i was thinking about it. i would have said happy birthday to you but i didnt have a chance. all of these memories of you came flooding into my mind, and i was thinking about all of the good times we had together. then, i remembered all of our bad times, our break-ups, our strong words. i used to think "is it really worth it?" and over and over you came back and i accepted you. i accepted the fact that we would never be a "normal" couple, but i got used to that.then, i started thinking about the summer, and how much we fought and how much i was mad at you for breaking up with me. and i remembered something you said to me..you told me that you would always love me. not in the way that a guy loves a girl but not in a way that a friend loves a friend. inbetween that. and as i was laying there thinking about that, i realized i still loved you,in that inbetween way. and i was wishing i could talk to you, but i have no clue where you even are. and so if i do get to talk to you or if you see this, i still love you. but only in that inbetween way. |