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By angieubaldo Date: 2002 Feb 09 Comment on this Work [[2002.02.09.11.58.27059]] |
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i wish i possessed the ability to just be at peace with myself. i wish i held the key to this lock placed around me heart. I wish this nagging voice would stop ringing in my head. My inner voice telling me to eat less, work out more, and to stop being such a loser. I wish i would stop trying to be something i am not. i wish that life wasn't so damm hard, and that time didn't pass me by. I wish i could just stop feeling so bad all the time, that i would realize that life isn't so hard and that i have so much to be thankful for. but how do you make your heart understand, what your mind has known all along? what do you do when you cry, for now reason? when you feel heartless, yet you can sense the pain of the world? what do you do when the confusion, consumes you, becomes you, until you walk in someone elses shoes, do i just sing the blues, or try to make a change? rearange, my whole existance? |