By angieubaldo
Date: 2002 Apr 08
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[[2002.04.08.11.49.26563]]

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i'm not sane right now,
leave it for after i sober up...
after i wake up and drink a gallon of water,
and take 2 excedrins,
extra strength, full of caffeine, just how i like it.
this little pils bring such relief....
leave it for when i can walk without stumbling
when i am not hugging my toilet,
wishing the room would stop spinning...
leave it for when i stop crying,
when i am myself..
whomever myself is....
when i don't tell you i want to be your wife,
when i cry uncontrallby because you won't have sex with me.
leave it for another day
because today,
i am not myself,
i am just a sponge soaked with alocohol.