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By babygirl Date: 2002 Jul 26 Comment on this Work [[2002.07.26.02.43.14234]] |
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I've lost you as time passed. Didn't realize that you would give up so easily on someone you supponsedly didn't want to let go.It hurts me to here all this talk of other girls, when I feel I should be the only girl you speak of. That's what makes this hard. Talking to you, and realizing that soon your heart will be with someone else, though it probably already is. I can feel it! You laugh... every time I'm upset, you laugh! I cry, try to hold back the tears but I just can't. Someone has ripped you from my hands and taken you away from me! You say you want to stay, but where's the truth in this? You were with her! By day she was at your side, by night, well, still by your side. Probably in my spot, where I normally lay. Did you hold her too? Did you reach out for her in the middle of the night like you do with me? Did you kiss her neck to wake her? There's a picture it in my head, it keeps me awake at nights. You with her. It's torture! I'm hurt... I feel so empty, so alone, so lost. I just needed time. I needed time to realize what I had. I needed to see if I was ready to put myself in that situation again. I needed to see if you cared enough to stay. You don't... You don't care! If you cared you would've thought of me, when you were with her. You would've known that I was hurt when I called. You would've left her and you would've never had her spend the night. But... I still care about. I still miss you. I still think about you constantly. I still want to be with you all the time. I still need to talk to you. I still would give up everything for you. I'd still die for you. After all that has happened. After you hurt me more than I have ever been hurt before. After you lied to me. After you laughed at my pain. After all this time... I still want to be with you. Now I don't know what has gotten into me but I know for a fact I'm handling this situation pretty damn good. All I have to say is... I MISS MY BABY!!!!!!!!!!! :*o( |