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By Misti Date: 2002 Sep 07 Comment on this Work [[2002.09.07.01.21.30345]] |
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shitpukewallowshowerscreamsleep strung out who spiked my Hawaiian Punch show yourself you cowardly fucker I don't care how sexy and delightful you think you are no it's not your fault after all my delusion my fantasy my $940 psychiatric bill my jobless bullshit robotic surviving for three and a half fucking months answering to the in-laws yearning for Texas my Texas my bloody puerile Mary Kay Save Us Jesus Texas crawling back to my mom please Mom make it go away I'm stupid again why can't I grab some dignity walk taller than some seventeen year old masochist in love with a blue-eyed blonde who claims he's half-Comanche think clearer than a twenty-two year old wild child fresh outta basic training hungry for some lovin' even if the lovin' cost oh I don't know I've never been good with numbers about eight thousand dollars and the possibility of a trip to the pen and a welfare pregnancy and the mighty Amazon sensation of taking a pick ax to my own heart I'm still bleeding needing immunitysanctuaryabsolution feeding on the pettytemporalpretty stuff he says I'm devolving he says Pick Yourself Up BE A WOMAN throwing books around and curling up in the fetal position never solved anything. |