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By jessica Submitted by jessica Date: 2002 Sep 21 Comment on this Work [[2002.09.21.08.57.5989]] |
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Never give out your password or credit card number in an instant message conversation. i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: you left me! Mack ~N~ Carol says: hey Mack ~N~ Carol says: sowwy Mack ~N~ Carol says: i was kinda pissed i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: lol i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: y? i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: what happend? i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: was it me? Mack ~N~ Carol says: no Mack ~N~ Carol says: why cant people just be happy for me? i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: i am i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: what happend? Mack ~N~ Carol says: nothing Mack ~N~ Carol says: it isnt you i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: ok well i am sorry Mack ~N~ Carol says: its aight i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: no it isnt ur upset Mack ~N~ Carol says: i be fine i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: ok u betta not be lieing i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: lol Mack ~N~ Carol says: lol Mack ~N~ Carol says: i read your poems i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: ok i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: u didnt read the ones i told u not 2 did u? Mack ~N~ Carol says: i read them all i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: u werent sposed 2 read mack or die!! Mack ~N~ Carol says: why Mack ~N~ Carol says: hey Mack ~N~ Carol says: why Mack ~N~ Carol says: why do u care for me so much Mack ~N~ Carol says: i'm no diffrent than any other guy Mack ~N~ Carol says: u can do so much better than me i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: yes u r i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: no i cant Mack ~N~ Carol says: what makes me so good? i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: i dont know! Mack ~N~ Carol says: u know i beleive makes me so good to people i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: hu? i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: that dont make sence i dont get it! Mack ~N~ Carol says: i'm myself i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: ok Mack ~N~ Carol says: not some1 from every1 else Mack ~N~ Carol says: like every 1 else in this lil pathetic world i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: i never said u where Mack ~N~ Carol says: and love is a dream Mack ~N~ Carol says: a dream that awaits you i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: yea uh hu i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: well im sick of waiting 4 the fuckin dream Mack ~N~ Carol says: what tired of loosing? i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: never mind it Mack ~N~ Carol says: i understand Mack ~N~ Carol says: u are tired of loosing Mack ~N~ Carol says: well jessica i have lost all my life never winning anything never winning peoples trust or peoples honesty and today i have that from one person and i have learnt the hard way if it wasnt for the loosing winning would never feel as good as it does yes i was tired of loosing but then i just said fuck it and i live in my own lil world acting like myself no1 else i have no true influences my motto is Mack ~N~ Carol says: jesus christ cause 2 me he is the perfect human and if there was any1 i look up 2 its him he died for us and i would of done the same for him just like i would do the same for you Mack ~N~ Carol says: if i had 2 die 2 morrow i would want to die in honor knowing that i pleased some1 and gave them all the love and happiness they could indore i would love to die taking a bullet for some1 i love or fighting for this great country i live it but they say only the good die young so i will more than likely live forever Mack ~N~ Carol says: people look at me and call me fat ass and joke me about who i am i admit it does hurt sometimes but certain people tell me how much good it is thats why i just stay myself i beleive there is alot of other guys out there like me they just dont show their true feelings they are like fucking clowns putting on a show i use 2 put on a show untill this last summer Mack ~N~ Carol says: i garantee if u met me about 1 1/2 ago u would of hated my guts i really didnt give a rats ass about what other people felt aslong as i felt good yet now i feel as if other people are ok yet i'm ok Mack ~N~ Carol says: i know i just wrote alot and i hope u understand everything i just said Mack ~N~ Carol says: loosing is life thats how i see it and if u find some1 that makes u feel like a winner hold on to him dearly and this lil pathetic world is so indored upon looks its sad i dont love carol for her looks jess i love her for who she is and what is deep down no1 has ever been as commited to a relationship as she has been and i know it hurts you to see us together and i'm sorry Mack ~N~ Carol says: DIE! WTF U GO TELL EVERY ONE HOW I FILL ABOUT MY STUPID LIFE? U STUPID BUTT FREAK I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST YOU! U R JUST LIKE MACK, I CANT TELL YOU CRAP WITHOUT EVERY ONE ELSE KNOW! I HATE U I HATE YOU! DO YOU THINK I HAVE NO FILLINGS> U KNOW I CRY EVERY NIGH! U GOD DANG ITCH! I HATE YOU I WISH I COULD KILL YOU!! DIE, DIE GURL DIE! DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! Mack ~N~ Carol says: hey never tell any1 your true feelings on things Mack ~N~ Carol says: i beleive if u tell who u like how u feel only good can happen Mack ~N~ Carol says: if u tell some1 how u feel and they act(act) that they feel the same ways u are just gonna get hurt thats why it took me so long to be commited Mack ~N~ Carol says: if u say i give your feelings away the way i see your feelins is in your eyes u put on the biggest fucking show there is and its not really funny it just hurts ya down and i see that and i tell every1 what i see and if that scares u then just face your fears and tell me the truth and i promise its not goin anywhere Mack ~N~ Carol says: ur afraid 2 tell me how u feel cause of the consequinces of you getting close 2 me and me not feeling the same way which is prolly true i wont feel the same way but i'm a friend i treat u like a lil sis and i want to help you threw your problems Mack ~N~ Carol says: u get that? i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: yea Mack ~N~ Carol says: u takin it alright i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: i guess Mack ~N~ Carol says: did u read it all? i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: yea Mack ~N~ Carol says: did u understand it i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: yea Mack ~N~ Carol says: was i right? i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: for some things Mack ~N~ Carol says: yea Mack ~N~ Carol says: but seriously if a guy can look u in the eyes and says u look happy he is fucked up i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: lol Mack ~N~ Carol says: cause u try 2 be like your sis alot more than u think so and now she has some1 to open up 2 you want to open up too but u have no1 to really open up 2 cause no1 understand how u feel and i know feelings is extremely hard 2 explain i just let my heart take over usually and i say this lil speaches to carol dont even know what i'm saying but it helps her and i think i may help you to but its very Mack ~N~ Carol says: very hard 2 find a guy who cares about u and just you i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: well i have foundm guy but the fuckin world dont want us 2 me fuckin 2 gether Mack ~N~ Carol says: who is that guy? i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: i dont know Mack ~N~ Carol says: open up i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: no i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: thats not me Mack ~N~ Carol says: does carol act any diff since she talks 2 me about things? i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: i dont know i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: i dont talk 2 her really Mack ~N~ Carol says: ok Mack ~N~ Carol says: well life is only what u make it remember that Mack ~N~ Carol says: and u just make urself somebody from every1 else Mack ~N~ Carol says: and u just keep living your life in complete sorry Mack ~N~ Carol says: it isnt good 2 lie to yourself Mack ~N~ Carol says: so stop acting like u are so strong u have a really really soft side to u u dont express it cause u think if u do then they just throw it back in ya face i know i mean nothing to you!! so why do you mean SO much to me?!?! i cry for u so often!i you!so much! says: they do Mack ~N~ Carol says: have i? |