By lulu
Date: 2002 Oct 03
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[[2002.10.03.14.07.27606]]

deal with me

You know you hurt me..or at least i think you do. every time you ignore me, every time you try to change me, everytime you act like im somone else, its proven once again you dont like me...much less love me. i always wanted to be your little girl, but you never accepted me. i put on a face so you dont know it but you hurt me so much i just want to slap you. i USE to have more respect for you than any body else in the world and now im old enough to know you have no respect for me. i may hurt, i may cry but you will never see me. I may be begging for you to love me, but dont think im going to change for you to love me. you may think i will colapse under your pressure but i wont. i will never roll over and die, i will never be any one else but me for you to love me. i wont go down with or with out a fight. you can live with me and if you cant you can leave! love me for me or dont at all which ever you chose. you may hurt me but i wont fall because of it. i will never break down for you. deal with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!