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By lulu Date: 2002 Oct 04 Comment on this Work [[2002.10.04.17.43.19851]] |
| im so sad. i've lost sight of all reality. i constantly weep silent tears, but make up covers my crying. ive tried everything to ease my pain, but this pain will not subside. how long will i go through this hell? i'd kill myself, but the thought of the smirk on everyone elses face keeps me alive. im thriving on revenge, the world hates me and i hate it back. i live in spite and care for none. those i do care for i have to lie to. i have to pretend to be happy for them and i say kind things(or things that arent as mean as what im thinking) to please them. i need to escape this place, this world, this mortal hell. i am numb to all feeling except for sorrow and hate. i try to smile yet i know its fake so it brings me no joy. what happen to my life, what happen to me? |