By believe
Date: 2002 Oct 27
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thoughts...

step down to the dust
billows it fine in colors of rust
throb of a beat
as each silent  step... meets
on this path we stalk
throughout remembered time
as though our feet themselves
follow remembered ways
and each beat signals
a moment that hovers forever
within this dust that rises
in bellows so fine

pity do i have for myself?
why?

from what past have i sprang myself
taken into context my being
was i meant for this place and time
or did i force my ways
create myself here and now
before my time my place
or even lay myself hidden
till my time be far over
and i left to wander out of sync
yet i find strangely
a music left to follow
sobbing out its beats
when i open myself to the foreverlast
this stream consciousness rings
this truth all do seep from
a melody i seem to have known
will know
and follow now
as it plays so sweet


can i love i wonder
for i have been loved
so many times it seems
so many times
ah but none will understand
this hollow it brings
when my thought turn to love
how i still burn to know
wither it has ever come
if i have ever been caught within...
must it take on rages jealousy brings
the hurts when it is felt to be lost
these things that ravage the nerves
as a piece of pristine paper
after its met with shattered glass
the heaven of the moment
when two simple words are spoke
simple words composed of i do
that light the sky
as night turns to day
with colors of rose
yet intermixed with all of this
is the sounds of sighs  gasps  moans
and i wonder still
in this hollow my heart does feel
can i love i wonder
for i have been loved
so many times before