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By looking4sara Date: 2002 Nov 11 Comment on this Work [[2002.11.11.09.17.25429]] |
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( disclaimer: tis is not a poem,just a simple atmitance) where are you ? Two years and running with out you, but with you in my head. Every night you are the last thought and the first thing I see when I awaken, thinking you are beside me untill I open my eyes. Is it fair to say tha you ruin my day . Youre hatred only feeds my passion, you hated me the whole time we were friends. your words hurt, but at least i hear you speak them. what am i doing? i know you'll never read what i say and i am skipping midterms to tell you.... well i have know idea. But i have always cared even after two years of abandonment. spark it and smile, you know i'm not dependent and i hate you as much as i love you, i know i can never have you, conflicting personalities, i just want you to call. i don't care who sees its important. I am falling apart, a lithium zombie for four months now i shake more than ever, when i was shaking beside you it was because it hurt to have someone touch me in a affectionate way, it hurt to not let you know. if any one sees my sara tell her im looking, just give me a call. |