By His Little Fullback
Date: 2002 Nov 13
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Sometime in Another Life

Maybe someday...

It won't be so hard to close my eyes
  So hard to reach into the pitch black
  Letting go of the safety ropes
  And somewhere finding absolute faith
I know it is there
  A trust
  Deeper without any questions
  No second guesses
Around the corner or down the road
  A perfect "me" is waiting
  All that I want to be
  Everything that I wish I was
  The parts of me that I lost
  Things I still have to gain
  The person I want to be for you
Who knows how long this journey will take
  Years, weeks, days, or just a second
  Time has played games for too long now
  Time has proved me to be the fool
  My weakness are exposed
  Vaunerability left uncovered
  Where do I run to hide myself from me
  Where do I go to hide my imperfect self from you
I can't put how I feel into words
  "I love you"
  Three words just don't seem to be enough
  I need words to explain "forever"
  A deeper meaning for "love"
  Something to say all that I can't
  Instead of frustrated tears, I want to speak
  But how can I raise my voice
  When you take my breath away

Maybe someday I can tell you how much you mean to me.  Someday you will know how much I love you.  When I find those word, when I find myself.  When I become the woman that you deserve, then maybe I will know just what to say.  But maybe someday will never come.  From now until then or as long as forever or until I find the right words.  Maybe in another life, when we are both cats.  For now I suppose "I love you" will have to do.