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By RainbowChaser Date: 2002 Nov 17 Comment on this Work [[2002.11.17.22.16.4596]] |
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It ain't me This is nothing like me I look in the mirror and I feel shocked, suprised, horrified What am I doing? It ain't me I care for you more than anything yet i feel like I'm fucking up a good thing, am I? will you always love me and want me? What can I do to show you how much you mean to me what can i do to let you know that i need you to hold me, to want me, to show me how much i mean to you what does the future hold for us do you really want a future for us, or are you scared by the present? why is this so difficult you are in my heart, i tried to fight it, but are there, and there is no doubt how did you come into my life so quickly and come to mean so much to me i love you with all my heart, but i don't think i'm the one for you i don't deserve you how did this happen how did i change so quickly am i really this jealous am i really this concerned over what people think things are moving so fast, is there any hope of slowing them down it aint me i'm not usually this jealous this concerned this worried I am worried, but for all the wrong reasons i want to be the perfect person to you, but i'm not sure i am I want to wrap my whole body, soul, and worries into your body and let you hide me, protect me from all the elements it ain't me that is messing this up am i ? cuz if it is, it aint me that doesn't want you Help me overcome all that ails me i place all my trust and hope in you could you be the prayer that i've been praying for for so long the star that i've been wishing on You mean so much to me Don't forget, don't doubt just know that i care for you more than words |