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By lulu Date: 2002 Nov 22 Comment on this Work [[2002.11.22.19.54.30250]] |
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i cried all day and cried all night, i tried so hard to win the fight. i faught in battles with the tears and lost but that was the last of my fears. i surrendered to the temptations of the razors, now im left with there scaring "party favors". i was angry, hurt, confused and sure to say, "fine will run away". i screamed and kicked and cried and yelled, but to her none of it rang a bell. if i had killed myself that night, ran away, got in a fight, nothing would have mattered then, she hates me so much she'd deny us ken. she watched me cry, she watched me sobb, and didnt care because shes a bitchy snobb. what hurts the most is to know, she hates me, not i hate her my own mother, we're flesh and blood, i guess i was a dud. these are all the things that happened, not whats going to happen. sure i can run away, but these feelings will come back some day. ill stay here, even if its near what hell maybe like. but i refuse to throw away, my chance to be somebody..someday. |