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By spaded Date: 2002 Nov 23 Comment on this Work [[2002.11.23.23.52.17172]] |
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I lifted you up, and when you fell down I did not realy judge you I chose to see you had a lot of problems, and had to find a way to work through all the doubt all the pain and all the negatives you were not expecting and all the time I found a way to deal with the way you were neglecting Me I pushed me down, and when I was lifted up I had a chance to see Just how bad all the things you said and did were affecting Me Why must you choose to come around, now that's it's been so long and why must you try to push aside all the things that you did wrong I don't care about the beer that you have put away tonight I just don't have the strenghth to start into that fight I am in the right even if you refuse to see it and if this is how it must work out, so be it I can't change and won't deny and can't put aside the fact I LOVE YOU You cant change and won't dey and can't put aside the fact that you LOVE YOU TOO Things in the way that we grow up affect us in many ways we cannot tell Untill we see that someone chose to lift us up, and somehow we fell We are forced to look into our soul, and (maybe), be unhappy with what is there Sometimes we even forget to notice that others have seen, and still they care So in your journey to find yourself and all that really matters on your way I hope you know to ME you mattered in so many things I could not say I choose to ignore you spoke to me tongiht, because I choose to realize YOU were drinking I wish I could speak to you sober and know just what you are thinking I love you and want you whatever state I am in when you cross my mind Just doesn't seem that often that you have mangaged to find The TIME unless of course, you WERE DRINKING |