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By Blue Date: 2002 Nov 28 Comment on this Work [[2002.11.28.13.55.9912]] |
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My mother succeeds every holiday to upset me My life has been devoted to her happiness Correcting her mistakes again and again But she can only thank me by reminding me that when she dies I'll be alone without a mother... This is to make me feel guilty for being born And she's making turkey in the meantime Calling me pathetic Hysteric Because all I can do is cry this holiday I don't have a family to call my own I am all alone I only have GD to call my father And then she expects me to eat her turkey After laughing at my tears because she succeeds every holiday to make my life miserable She doesn't understand that I am in pain from her lack of compassion I have devoted my life to her My compassion overflowing And even now, I am alone All she can remind me is not to invite anyone for dinner Because she wants to have leftovers Isn't this a holiday about giving? I should just die, but to many people count on me to be their family, to be their life, to love them like no one can, to understand them with all my heart and mind. But I am still alone. |