By mask
Date: 2002 Nov 28
Comment on this Work
[[2002.11.28.23.06.24112]]

Amazon



why cant you DO things that please me
you always do things that hurt me or upset me
dont i have any place in your heart
can you atlease tell me as to what wrong i did to you
you find it SO hard to even sit with me and say a few
good things

this is something which makes me to feel sad
why on earth has god tuned me in such a way
that i am so boring to the only person i love
is it because i am a failure
or is because i am just not capable of doing anything

i am so scared to even open up
i am so scared to even pass any comment
why is this with me
why is this fear lurking in my mind
that you will ignore me in case i tell you
something
thats the only fear i have
how i wish god gives me the
ability to live with you
i only want YOU