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By cattie Date: 2002 Dec 05 Comment on this Work [[2002.12.05.16.20.15191]] |
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i thought friends were supposed to be there for you all the time no matter what. guess i was wrong this life that i live is all mine and u can have your opinions or whatever else you wnat to call it. i sit in the closet and it aint hurting me its how i deal with the pain and the lonelyness. and so what if no one can find me there? i dont want them too. thats my place to think and where i discover what i am! but i really dotn think you understand even if u say you do u been through more than me but nothing like this is ever going to face you. there are planty of guys that want to be with you, one in particular, and u love him too! but i really thought that friends were supposed to support you in what you did.(unless it was harmful to you) but i dont see how this is hurting me. so please just try to be there for me when im feeling sad and blue maybe u could shead a tear too. cuz i know i feel the pain when you are upset. i know i wnat to cry for you. but maybe thats just me. maybe im the only one that cares. maybe im the only one that really gives a damn. and NO i dont want you to give up what u have, but please dont try to change my personality. i am who i am, and it aint going to change. dont you remember last year when you sia di was doing that to you, trying to make you another one of me, well im sorry i did that cuz i realize what i did was wrong, but you are doing the same thing. i cnat open up to someone, and i cant just be liek hey your hott. thats not who i am, the person i am is the girl that sits int he closet to cry, and the person that wants everything ot be good in life, and i dont want us to be mad any more, i just wan tto forget this whole thing ever happened, and just be the way i thought friends were supposed to be. |