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By Blue Date: 2002 Dec 06 Comment on this Work [[2002.12.06.15.38.30176]] |
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That tall girl you may have seen me hang around at times... Yeah, she once reminded me of you... the way she carries herself... and her heart is frozen... I don't talk to her anymore... I don't allow frozen, back-stabbing, stuck-up, "all that" bitches who are all "not", thinking biters into my life anymore... she's the type that would sleep with a man behind her husbands back as long as she gets an allowance... And to my relief, after passing her this week, I realized She surely DOES NOT remind me of you anymore because you are not that frozen pretending body anymore... You are a REAL MAN. Somehow that thought came to me today out of nowhere as I am at work. I realized, you may not look like much compared to the advertised "ideal" man, but to me, you are all man. I haven't met a man as man as you in a long time... that's also intriguing... i mean, you may "act" like you are not a "gender" body... but let me tell you something: your attitude and behavior, YOU, the essence of you, IS ALL MAN. And let me tell you, even if you may have a mix of passive and aggressive personality switches and combo's, even if you are in many ways feminine, that is all just your intimate mind and how it engages with the world and filtering your own experience at the same time... maybe very gently, very softly, silently, like tip toes... To me, you are a man. I thought I was always more like a man in many ways, although i am also all woman, but no, you are the man. Wow. What an image. I feel wonderful now because i feel that it is so true and important to tell you. |