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By LuLu Date: 2003 Jan 13 Comment on this Work [[2003.01.13.20.42.30379]] |
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I used to have so many people to turn to, so many that I trusted, so many that I "loved". As the years go by I befriended new faces and watched old ones go. Now I gazing at the small cluster of souls I began to think I can trust and ponder, on the many times I have been proven wrong. I notice now...how my "friends" throw things back in my face. How they blame things on me, how they dont even begin to understand me. I wonder...do they even want to understand me any more? They claim to "love" me...but I dont believe them. They claim to want to know the real me...but they dont. I try so hard to tell them what I feel...to explain things as best I cant. But why bother? No one will ever understand. They dont care....everytime i try to tell them things...they throw it in my face, and yet...expect me to confide in them. Now ..looking at my list of trustables..all I see is 2 pet turtles, a dog, and God. |