By Lulu
Date: 2003 Mar 08
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Moving On

After I have loved you,
After I have hated you,
I think now..
is the time to move on.
I have wallowed in
my despair long enough,
You oboviously dont want
to be more than former friends.
You oboviously care
for me a little more than
others.
But that doesnt change the fact
that we arent friends.
It doesnt change the fact
that you dont want to be friends.
You mean so much to me,
I'd willingly give my life
for you to live, and I will always feel that way.
But people change,
hearts break,
grudges are formed
and we arent meant to be best friends any more.
As I type these hated words, I cry..
but I'll always cry,
because you arent here to stop my tears,
I'll cry because its my fault Im crying.
I will always smile when I think of you(and try to hold
back the sobbs),
I will always remember what a wonderful person you are,
I will always remember what a idiot I am for letting
you go.
I will always remember the pain of
moving on.