By Lulu
Date: 2003 Mar 12
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[[2003.03.12.16.20.10649]]

Questioning the 'system'

Why is it
that when I was ok,
with who I am...
with who I'm not...
No one ever cared?
No one cared If I was dead or alive...
No one cared about anything.
But now..
Now that I have slowly,
painfully, bitterly..
lost site of reality..
lost the happiness I once possessed..
Everyone Wants to be in my
business.
Now that I have to cause myself pain,
push away the ones I want to keep close,
See my own blood to simply  get threw the day..
Everyone wants to know
everything.
Now that I want people to leave me
alone,
they suddenly want to
constantly be in my company.

to these questions, I have no answer.