By Cattie
Date: 2003 Mar 18
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Pretending

I'm tired of pretending.
I want it to be real.
I want to hold your hand.
I want to wrap my arms around your body.
Your perfect wonderful body.
I want to kiss your lips.
I want you all to myself.
And I dont want it to be fake.
I dont want to pretend anymore.
I want to be with you all the time.
I want to feel your touch everyday.
I want to see you look at me with those beautiful brown eyes.
And it has to be real. No more pretending.
Its not so I can feel bigger than her.
Its because I love being around you.
You make me laugh.
You make me smile.
And your touch makes tingle inside,
But its not bad.
Infact its very reassuring.
It makes me feel like some one actually cares.
Like you could actually care.
And I love it.
I love knowing your near.
I love knowing that you might give up all those others,
Just to hang out with me.
I love seeing you smile.
But I HATE knowing it could all just be pretend.
Please dont let it be pretend.
Please make it become a reality,
So I dont lose myself in this,
When it was just pretend.