By Lulu
Date: 2003 Mar 20
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Waiting

I'm surrendering to the pain,
I'm giving in to the shame.
I'm breaking down the hope
I had, at myself I'm
incredibly mad. I neglected
the one that should have come
first, because of myself I'm
forever cursed, with the pain
that never dies, only gains
with my cries. Nothing yet
has soothed my ache, all night
I cry until I shake.
I'm waiting for the one I
lack, waiting for a love
that will never come back.