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By Lulu Date: 2003 Mar 26 Comment on this Work [[2003.03.26.13.39.23064]] |
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I need to escape. Escape the people, Escape the rumors, Escape the pain. I'm squirming, struggling, trying so hard to get away. I'm pulling away from everyone.. every thing I depend on every pleasure... Because suddenly.. None of it give me any comfort. I have no saviour. No one there to ease the ache. I stand alone, or so it feels, Fighting the world by myself.. with one fist tied behind my back. I have no reason to live.. and at the same time.. No reason to die. The pain is unbearable. I'm so exahusted from all of it. I find myself wishing to be at home..instead of where ever else I am..but then..When I get home.. I forget why I ever wanted to be there. I forget what was so wonderful about home. I need to Escape. Escape this home, Escape this life, Escape it all..... |