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By Lulu Date: 2003 Apr 08 Comment on this Work [[2003.04.08.16.29.25639]] |
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Someone called me today.. Someone I formerly hated, Someone I hardly ever talk to, Someone who wants to be there for me. I knew he was going to call.. and I had every intention of rejecting everything he said.. But I didnt. I listened...I really did. I have to admit..I dont give him credit for how much he knows or understands. He called and said he was there for me.. He called..Trying to help. He's really what I need.. Someone to care.. someone that can be there... But I dont know if he is going be that person. He called me to tell me he cared.. To ask me to stop hurting myself.. But he said so much more. He made me realize how much I hate the way I live.. How I hate the way I hurt others.. because I'm afraid of getting hurt myself. He made me admit to myself.. That I have to change.. That no matter how much I try...I cant live alone forever. As much as It kills me to say this.. He made me feel alot better. So I guess this is my way of saying Thanks. |