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By cattie Date: 2003 Apr 17 Comment on this Work [[2003.04.17.14.28.16496]] |
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Lied too much, Cried too little. Everything I say is a big fat lie. I never really liked you. I finally figured it out. I liked Knowing that You liked me. But my feelings were not really there. Lied too much, Cried too little. Wish the tears would pour. They are what make me safe. They are what make me whole. They are what wash away my fears, Of never finding love. But then again.... Lied too much, Cried too little. I can't control what I do anymore. It's like, When I see an eraser sitting in front of me, I have to do it. I Can't Control My Own Body Anymore. So I just, Lie too much, And cry too little. I even tried to cry last night. I thought I had tears welled up. But they slipped back. So I lay in silence, Thinking of nothing but the pain I've put myself through Along with so many others. But I guess I have to just continue...... To lie too much And cry too little. |