By angieubaldo
Date: 2003 Aug 28
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[[2003.08.28.15.18.23427]]

Glisten

Take me
Break me
Hang me out to dry

Wash me
make me clean
make me glisten
and glow
love me
forever
and ever
don't leave
stop all the games the tears
the fear
kill it
make it go away
always stay

I am tired of the games
tired of being used
tired of being fucked
and left alone
to die
I hate it
I hate them
I hate him
I hate the way he walks
the way he talks
how he stalks my thoughts
I hate his style
his smile
I wish he would die
and that he didn't make me cry
all the fucking time

I wish I could make it all stop
the screaming
the crying
the utter obliviosness
the fact that I don't care about 99% of the time
and the 1% of me that cares
wants to die when I think of all the fucked up shit I have done
out of what I thought was love
some of it I did out of sick curiosity
but no matter why
when
of how I fucked him
I hate myself for it
I hate the fact that I am alone right now
the fact that my life fucking sucks
and I am amounting to nothing