By angieubaldo
Date: 2003 Oct 10
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[[2003.10.10.01.43.10881]]

i wish i knew

How could I have loved them?

And not love you

you are so virtuous, so stoic,

So honest and true

You give me your heart

On a silver platter

I laugh at you

Pretend you don't matter

You would do anything for me,

And prove it everyday,

I lure you in,

Yet tell you not to stay.

All these games I play,

I don't know why.

I wish it didn't hurt so much,

I wish I didn't cry.

Maybe I do love you,

But I can't admit it.

I can't believe you could love me,

and somebody could finally give a shit.

So you ask me,

How could I have loved them and not love you.

I wish I had a fucking answer

I wish I knew.