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By angieubaldo Date: 2004 May 25 Comment on this Work [[2004.05.25.09.33.13190]] |
| He leans in, pulls me close to him. Our little childish flirtation is driving me crazy. He finds little ways to touch me. He leans In close to my and his face is right next to mine. Does he want me to kiss him? Does he want me to make the first move? Is he thinking the same thing I am? I do not want to seem desperate, so I just lay there, like a deer in headlights. God I want him to kiss me so badly. But instead he pulls away. Not today. I am left fantasizing. Wondering about this kiss that never happened. I should of grabbed him. Kissed him like I never wanted to let him go. I barely know him. But he makes me feel all shiny and new again. He makes me want to be a better person. He makes me want to erase my past, every notch on my bedpost. Every guy I uselessly gave my heart to. He makes me want to be loved, to love, to loose myself. All this I get from a kiss that never happened. He is gone now. The moment has passed. I am left with this ghost, and useless regret. God, I should have kissed him when I had the chance. |