By angieubaldo
Date: 2004 Jul 05
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[[2004.07.05.08.56.25008]]

I hate...

I hate using arial font because that's her name.  I hate eating eggs because you like them.  I hate that I can't watch a movie without thinking of you.  That I cant fuck someone without imagining they are you.  I hate that when I cry, I wish it was you who consoled me.  I hate that you never asked me to marry you.  I hate that I let you make me feel like crap.  But most of all I hate you.  I hate everything about you.  You corny little jokes, your smile, the way I just fit in your arms, the sounds your heart made, and how I would imagine it beating just for me.  I hate that I remember all these things,  I have all these memories and no where to put them.  Except here in the shitty little poem.  I hate that I cannot forget you, no matter what I do, not matter who I fuck, no matter how I go about it.  I cannot forget you.   I cannot forget something I dispise and that wasn't even that great to begin with.