By Misti
Date: 2005 May 19
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[[2005.05.19.20.01.4911]]

battering blows

battering blows on my brain
my heart
my spirit
my gut
he struggles getting in and out
of the car
I'm wearing a dress that is
too short because all my other
clothes are dirty
we are driving to the laundromat
to wash ten to twelve loads
I am hungrier than I should be
I want to ride the tram
to the Crest
have some carrot cake & coffee
my phone is silent
inside the metal lunchbox
I use as a purse
we are parked in the handicapped space
he is buying detergent
this morning I drove
to the post office
in a rage
came home & bitched some more
he went outside & sobbed
we are poor
we are broken
we are newly married
we are a long way from fine
miles from San Francisco
and Seattle
the sun is shining brutally, the bastard
shopping cart wheels are rattling
across the baked parking lot
battering blows on my brain
my heart
my spirit
my gut