By sassy
Date: 2005 Oct 02
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[[2005.10.02.20.08.1284]]

Farewell F*ck

Its too early for this
but there you are, you unlocked the door
with the key I didn't think to ask for
and you walk in.
I'm offended that you didn't think
there was a possibility I could be with someone else
and also that you found me in your t shirt.
You mumbled that you came back for some things
but the only thing you took
was your sweet time fucking me.
It didn't feel like a farewell fuck
it felt like worship
it felt like it was never going to end
that's it never meant to.
You know it too,
you're asleep in my bed right now
but I won't let you
make a trampoline of my heart.
Just because your mommy left you and
your daddy married a bitch
doesn't mean that to give your heart
to me is a death sentence.
I won't be your jailor
and I won't be your fool.
You either love me or you don't
you'll stay or you won't
and if you leave me again
you stay gone.