By musicalduck
Date: 2007 Jul 21
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[[2007.07.21.00.56.26646]]

to my musician

If I could say one thing to you it would be sorry.
Sorry for the 6 years you've spent waiting for me.
Sorry for leading you on.
I've loved you always.
Even when we were young kids and didn't know what it was, I loved you.
The truth is, I'm afraid of you. I've put you on this pedastool and I'm so afraid that if I give you a chance, it'll all come crashing down.
I don't see how that could happen because you really are the right one for me.
I'm also afraid that I don't deserve you.
After all I've said and done, and you still want me.
Why?
You've dated pretty, smarter, and more honest girls than me, yet you still come back.
And though I've dated too, I always have you on the back of my mind.
So, I'm sorry I've made you wait so long.
And I'm sorry I'm going to make you wait longer.
But trust me, when the wait is over, it'll be worth it.