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By rebelray Date: 2016 Jan 20 Comment on this Work [[2016.01.20.02.44.9042]] |
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Thank you for your explanation, And the apology wasn't necessary But could you somehow Say 'sorry' to dreams we once shared? It was our project, one goal To live Quixotically Ever-After We were sure. We were ready. Let's experience our desires in life Leverage memories into our decisioning Some easy: "At least 2... Pets! Pets!" Some hard: '07 - Chicago, '08 - NY Your feet frozen ("put socks on") My hands warm ("touch me again") 'Discovering us' was the best part Then summer arrived You no longer wanted my touch And you still wore socks. To hide the tracks. It was the only rule made from your past. I never suspected it. You're very good. I accepted your addiction as mine I quit my vices from our start None as addictive but still Thinking you'd follow my lead That was dumb. I didn't consider how vulnerable you'd always be I didn't realize you still loved drugs more than us After taking much too long, you express "Remorse" for what happened "Regret" for breaking us up "I'm Sorry" for the loss of love. Asking me to understand. You want another chance. You didn't care when it mattered to me Now it matters (to you) that I care? Without emotion it's all too clear It happened. We broke up. Trusting in our love didn't matter. There was no one else, then or now Just you and me and your habit You only cheated on our future. And it doesn't want you back. RF 01/17/16 1:19am |