From: esther chigurupati    

i am happy in semi-misery
i am a strange girl
i am dull eyes
no wait
that's not me
that's courtney love
lying to myself
keep going baby and you'll
start to believe the lies you've concocted
to save your sorry ass
kiss me and i'll fuck you back?
some philosophy
yeah they really want you they really want you they really do
yeah they really want me
everyone but him
so what
kiss me and i will fuck you back
so fucking what
i feel better now
actually feel good
go ahead kill my buzz
it's ok because i like the abuse
keep it coming baby
wait for your call
if i wait i'll have to
wait forever
someday
maybe
just maybe
you will ache like i ache
	-esther chigurupati