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By leigh Submitted by me_leah7 Date: 2001 Jul 25 Comment on this Work [[2001.07.25.03.31.22827]] |
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A part of my adult life,thats how I will remember you If there was a better way of saying it, but thats best thing I can do And yes it was the best, and Im proud to say You definitely made me happy, every step of the way Honest and sincere words I speak to you today Hoping from this day forward, youll understand me in some way So forgive me, if I only tell you this In a very informal manner, just understand me please... Surely I do hope this will not give you pain or heartache Thats the last thing on my mind just believe in me, oh for heaven's sake I thought there was an easier way out of this In any excuse I make, I will not find any peace Please dont tell me, "here we go again" There wouldn't be any second, third, fourth and you know what? this will have to end Im no longer foolish to accept this undescribable situation Its so hard to define, even I couldn't give a concrete description I've extended my hand for me to be able to prove That I really tried to save this relationship,but sometimes love can be so rude I just dont know if you cant decide or you just cant tell me Of who you really want to be with, undividedly You see I dont want to be like this forever Trying to compete with someone you consider your real girl Ive closed my mind with all the things I know will hurt me Soon enough to destroy and crash my personality And so I came into a conclusion and to stop pretending That I dont get affected and I dont get jealous, a real heartbreaking You need not do any move for us to be together Can you just be a friend, from now and until forever? Now you will no longer lie, or no longer doubt No Leah to understand, no Leah to care about Love fully, if she's the one But if she doesn't take good care of you, I'll be around Be faithful to her, trust me it will pay off Just hold unto your horses, for someone really worth Just don't mind me, my friend and my baby As my saying goes...I'm a big girl already Mark thank you for letting me experience the love that I always wanted to feel It was only you where I found comfort and care, and so with you I will always dream About the love that can't be perfect & can never be real |